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The time has come…


I received a phone call just moments ago and it was from my future employer. I’m due for an interview some time next week (tentatively).. I will be working with children and in the specific area of worship. This is exciting because as much as I love music as a passion, nothing beats presenting it to the Lord in worship… It will be a part-time job as I will be starting my course in “Musical Arrangement” on the 2nd of April. The job will then gradually be fused into full-time a year later, that is, 2013. There are many other exciting details, however, they are not confirmed and wisdom forbids anyone to reveal them =)

The amazing thing is this – 2 prophecies came to mind as I thought about this: (Excerpts from both of them)

… I saw you leading a lot of children. As you lead the children, they mature and grow. I see this mentoring mantle over you. That you will be somebody who will hold their hand and walk them through. I saw a xylophone. I saw this in your whole being. It’s like your ribs are made of that and it’s like every part of you makes music, sounds music. And it’s the music that is going to draw people. But, I also see that even as you make music, you are going to bring a lot of people into experiences of meeting with God. The music itself will not just help people meet God, but also, create breakthroughs in the spiritual realm. You change the atmosphere and you set people free with your music….” – By “M”

… 3 years from now(2010), I see a change of spirit. I see a change where you are like a different man and the way you talk, present yourself and relate to others will take on a different form, a different nature. In the sense that, you will speak like a father even though you’re not a father. Even though you may not be married, you will speak like a father. People will look up to that. I’m not saying that your position is that of a father, i’m saying that when they look at you, they will recognize a father’s heart. They will recognize a fatherly spirit and a father’s character in you. Young people will come to hold on to you. – “I want to be your son. I want to be your son.” Choose your sons wisely. Because not everyone who calls you, “Father! Father!” is your son. And not everyone who wants you to be a father is qualified to be a son. Because there are some people who will speak with their mouths, but they will not follow after what you’re saying….” – by “I”

I do not know what this new season will bring. But, I know that if I am seeking His presence daily, He will lead me to discover His will, His purpose in my life and, my destiny =)

A Random Thought


A random thought popped into my head as I was reading the Word: -

If there were to be a fire in my room, would I leave everything behind and just grab the bible and flee to safety?

Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you

…So that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.”

Therefore, if I should be practicing my faith in this instance, the only thing i need to save from the fire is the bible. God will provide everything I need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus!! Let this mustard seed faith move the mountains oh Lord! =)=)

Another day in the “office”


I was about to have my daily spiritual food and suddenly, my mum appeared with buns and tea =)

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These are minor, daily blessings i give thanks to God for… As i’m working on the 3 books i’ve decided to write, the warmth at home, from family members, Jessie, the good news from Jeffrey, love from bandmates and friends..I thank God for all of that!

Another day in the “office” I call my home =)

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Last, but never least, the book of Truth and of Love…
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The just shall live by faith


        The just shall live by faith. Commonplace activities like eating, drinking, sleeping, breathing, seeing, hearing…senses.. etc.. All are to be based on faith. In fact, anything that is not based on faith, is sin.

                “But he who doubts is condemned if he eats, because he does not eat from faith; for whatever is not from faith is sin.” – Romans 14:23

How then do we “live” by faith. Or for that matter, “eat” by faith?

        First, we acknowledge that nothing, really nothing, can be received if it wasn’t first given by God. We can’t even discuss about the economy if God didn’t even create the world in the first place. We can’t even speak if air wasn’t first granted to us in order that we may breathe for that matter!!

        “Do not be deceived, my beloved brethren. Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning.” – James 1:16-17

By acknowledging this, we are also able to understand and fully believe and grasp the following:-

        “And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

It is by faith that we can receive all our needs. Not by works, lest anyone should boast! Not how long you fast and how much you put into the offering bag(It sounds absurd, but even church leaders of old, fall into this fallacy). If anything that is received from God is credited to human works and effort, it is no longer by faith that it is received. It is therefore, a sin. Faith receives, presumption grabs.

        Second, because we acknowledge that God is the One who provides our food, we naturally pause before eating to thank Him for it. In this way, we obey Colossians 3:17:

        “And whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.

Through our faith and prayer, the food we eat is blessed and sanctified to us.

        Third, eating in faith also means that we acknowledge that the strength and health we receive through our food belongs to God and must be used in His service and for His glory.

        “Now the body is not for sexual immorality [not for any immoral, unclean, foolish, or harmful use] but for the Lord, and the Lord for the body.” – 1 Cor 6:13

And because we have offered our bodies as “living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God” through faith and holy living, we hand over the responsibilities of preserving and caring for our body over to the Lord in fulfillment to Paul’s prayer :-

        “And may your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.” – 1 Thess 5:23

This is truly, “I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. This life I now live, I live by the faithfulness of God.

Our role in life is very simple. We ought to live by faith in everything that we do and say. That will ultimately bring us to our destiny and purpose; whether great or small in our own eyes, are always perfect in God’s eyes. Lastly, let us always remember our limitations as humans. We CANNOT save the world. It is not within the province of humankind to do so. It is the province of God. Living by faith is already an arduous task for us to begin with. Saving the world is not meant to be a burden on our shoulders. What we can do, let us do it faithfully and without grumbling. What we cannot do, let us trust our God who is able to do exceedingly, abundantly more than we can ever think or imagine!

Vanity, VANITY!


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As I was doing my QT today, I can’t help but find that humankind have got so much time and energy in our hands that we argue over silly, inconsequential issues. We argue over healing a person on the sabbath, over rules and traditions like ceremonial washing of hands, we argue over vegetarian/meat/kosher diets =.=“ The cats above are not relevant to diets btw. They are just a part of a random post…

If we can only remember at all times that nothing on earth holds eternal value except our salvation, sanctification and our debt of love that we owe every single person we see and hear. Let us remember that we are redeemed souls held in an earthly, decaying body. Our deaths will be in vain if we do not hold on to what is core or imperative for our lives. We are created to worship and glorify God. NOT to be bound by work, NOT to engage in Godless chatter, subsuming to human doctrines and adhering to human traditions.

Your love for God is determined by your love for the Word. How much time have you spent on God? We came into this world with nothing and nothing will be brought along with us in the coming age.. Why strive for something that brings you no value…

For all is vanity.. All except one, Jesus and Him crucified!

Today, there were many people in my mind…

- Jeffrey, my mentor and his family. – His father is hospitalized. Heavenly Father, I lift his family up to you.

- Jessie, my girlfriend and love of my life. – She’s working 12-hr work days for returns that don’t seem to match up with her effort. Father, If it is Your will for her to remain there, then, let her be a light in the world. If not, let her quit and let us walk in faith!!

- My cousin and family – Her father just got retrenched and he’s the sole-bread winner. Father, we do not worry about anything for if the sparrows, who do not toil and store grain in barns, are provided for by You, not mentioning my cousin’s family!!!

- My parents – My dad seems so stressed at work and my mum’s having bodily aches and ailments. – Father, You promised that those who would pay careful attention to Your Truths, be diligent in seeking You, keeping those truths in their hearts and believing and in so doing, become a doer of the Word, it shall be like life to the bones and health to the flesh! Help them to seek You diligently oh Lord!

- My friends who are carousing in the pubs right now – Enlighten them and keep them away from harm’s way oh Lord. May wisdom reach into their hearts and show them what it is like to live with a divine PURPOSE!

God Speaks in ways unknown to Men


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        I am amazed at how God can speak to me in ways I can never foresee. I wanted very much to read the Word of God this morning after waking up. However, at the same time, I felt a want to watch an anime. So, I, being self-centered, told the Lord, “Father, let me read Your Truths after I’m done with that anime series okay?”. Well, I don’t think anyone would be waiting for a response to such a question?! Nevertheless, predictably, I watched my anime. It was titled, “Sekirei” – Japanese for “Birds”. I’m often grossed out by the Japanese’s way of portraying anime characters and how absurd they can get with the clothes those characters wear, but, there’s something about this anime which captured me.

        Sekirei was about 108 lifeforms held in capsules, being found by 2 humans when a extra-terrestrial ship crashed into an island. I won’t go into the details as to how the island was formed and what they do. The sekireis(The lifeforms) look identical to humans and their ultimate will/direction was to find an “ashikabi” – a human with a genetic structure that allows a sekirei to form a binding contract with. The contract is initiated with a kiss, which “wings” the sekirei. Very very weird concept indeed. However, what struck me was that a bonded Sekirei subsumes under the will of its newfound master. Whether he has an evil intent or a good heart, it no longer matters – They serve with utmost loyalty to fulfill the will of their masters. Of course, the protagonist is a master with the kindest nature =.=“. The willpower of the master also empowers the sekirei(s) under him to perform better or become more powerful.

        Now, as I watched the lives of the sekireis under their different masters, I can’t help but feel that God was pointing out the state of humankind. Humankind has an innate desire to bond with a master. But, “One can’t serve two masters. You either serve God, or mammon.” That desire to bond with a higher being can only be fully fulfilled by choosing the right master, which is, Jesus Christ. Yet, many, in their pursuit of their own desire, chose different masters and some of which, are highly abusive. Sex, wealth, fame, titles, status, comfort… etc.. In fact, even being a philanthropist is a delusion if the ultimate goal isn’t to please God – To love God and thereafter, to love your neighbours.

        This, spoke strongly to my heart. I reacted to the concept of the anime and my heart went out for those who are still in the rat race. There is nothing here in this world worth going after. All is but, vanity. The only thing worth chasing after is a deeper bonding with God that will allow you into His heart and thereafter, to fulfill the will He has already placed in you way before you were born. Only God can empower you fully to overcome. Nothing/no one else can. Only God’s will is pure. Let God’s Word be Truth, and every man a liar.

        

Becoming an author!


I am planning to author 3 Ebooks. Namely, “The Art of Practice: Drummers“, “Band Dynamics: Worship Teams“, and “The Psyches of a Godly Musician“. It is my utmost aim to base these books on the Word of God and His principles. If anyone is willing to assist me in whatever way possible, please do contact me =)

In everything you do, do it all in the name of the Lord…

A New Beginning



It has been 2 and a half months since I left my previous job. Well, I haven’t found myself a job and i’m not planning to either. Thus far, the Lord has provided for every single need I have. From a mentor to friends, to ad hoc jobs and previous bandmates and last but never least, my girlfriend=)… They have provided for everything I require. Coming to think of it, I’m seriously enjoying this period of time. Most people would be worried sick regarding the next set of bills, pay checks and stuff. However, a silent, sometimes unfathomable peace falls into place within the heart and everything seems generally beautiful =) Besides, I now have all the time in the world to read, research, practice and rest.

Keep this Book of the Law always on your lips; 
meditate upon it day and night, 
so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. 
Then you will be prosperous and successful. 

As I spend time reading His Word, I can’t help but feel that presence of His that so reminds me of how precious I am. More so, if animals who do not work, plant, nor store in barns, have everything they require provided by the Lord, how much more for us, who are made in His image? 

All these seem like Sunday School lessons; lessons for kids. However, knowing is never enough. Faith-ing is what’s required. For we have been crucified with Christ and we no longer live, but Christ lives in us. This life we now live, we live by the faithfulness of Christ. Trusting in the faithfulness of God is faith in action.

However, FAITH, to me, brings forth a whole new dimension in this new beginning:- “Faith comes from hearing; and hearing, the Word of God.” I thought I understood this principle, but, I never had. I am grateful that I do now – Not fully but more than before and I am contented with that until the Lord reveals even more to me =)

- Faith comes from hearing. Something I have never once developed solemnly in life. Hearing isn’t easy at all; at least for me. I would always have thoughts and counter proposals swirling around in my head as a person is speaking. Hearing, in this context, has 3 steps. 

  1. We have to be reading/listening to the Word or attending a service! 
    • Most working adults today “do not” even have time to read/listen to the Word. Even if they do, it’s often haphazard and before even faith has time to set in, it’s over.
  2. We must be interested/hungry/curious
    • Be hungry. Seek answers. Do not let any doubts/queries go unanswered. 
    • Seek for those answers together with the Spirit. Secrets belong to the Lord, what is to be made known is already in the Word.
  3. We have to believe in whatever we have read and examined. 
    • I added the word, “examined” because many people can read the same passage and have multiple interpretations. Examine it with the rest of Scripture. Nothing contradicts each other in the bible. If it does, it always lies with our warped interpretation.

All 3 steps take time. In fact, in our society nowadays, it’s hard to get people to fork out time! However, if we truly are biblical christians, this is a ministry we cannot neglect. We can give worship and music ministry a sabbatical, but never the ministry of His Word. Of all the parts of God’s armour for us, the Word is the only offensive equipment. A soldier at war is in grave danger without his sword!

Lastly, I love the following 4 steps to a healthy, faith-filled journey. From Proverbs:-

My son, pay attention to what I say;
turn your ear to my words.
Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
for they are life to those who find them
and health to one’s whole body.
Above all else, guard your heart, 
for everything you do flows
from it.

  1. Pay attention to what the Word says (Fear of the Lord. Don’t take them lightly)
  2. Be interested in it (Turn your ear)
  3. Most people have one eye looking at the promises of God, another, looking at the failures of men. Their faith wavers as a result (Do not let them out of your sight)
  4. Keep them within your heart (Do not only listen, put them into your heart and believe. For, out of your heart flows everything you do.) 

All of these steps when taken, will result in life to those who find them and health to one’s body=)

A test of faith


I came back from Nepal, victorious and uplifted. However, this feeling is short-lived! Thank GOD that we live by faith and not by sight! By faith and not by emotions! Through our faith we received our salvation by God’s grace, not by works, lest anyone should boast. Through faith, we heal using the name of Jesus Christ. Through faith, we receive the baptism of the Holy Spirit. By faith we please God; it is impossible to please God without faith.

This time, however, my faith is going to be tested on grounds where I’m weakest – Finances. I have always used human wisdom to settle financial issues. It has always been proven futile. Nevertheless, it is tough for me to move in faith in terms of finances.

Family member A called me and told me about family member B. I’m not open enough to be liberal about my family matters – code names & the fact tt they are close enough to involve me will suffice. Apparently, family member B has debts piling ever since a business failure many many years ago. These debts include credits, loans, pawned items’ interests, loans from other relatives and friends. Well, I never knew there were so many till now. Now, family member C is getting married and family member B is also involved in the process of it. So, everything boiled up to a heap of financial mess. Adding on to that, family member D, who lent to member B a hefty sum of cash asked for a portion to be returned as well. Now, member B is in a depressed state of mind and is really affecting me a fair bit.

With regards to this, I fetch a meagre salary to begin with. However, this issue is now, on my plate as well. Woot! I believe in providence from God though it’s a tough position to begin with right now. And LET THIS BE A TESTIMONY TO ALL WHO ARE DOUBTFUL ABOUT GOD’s PROVIDENCE. For I stand in the midst of an almighty God who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we can ever think or imagine.

I shall strengthen myself in the Lord for He is faithful and good.

Freedom


I woke up at 2 am and the only word that has been blasting into my mind from then till now is the word, “freedom”. Many people have gone far into the study of true freedom and in search of it, lost themselves. Adolf Hitler, Karl Marx, Stalin and many other ordinary, unmentioned, people have found freedom in fear and control just to realize a tragic end in their lives. Others have found freedom in liberal, almost insane justifications of a world without God so as to indulge in reckless revelry and earthly pleasures. Most of them brilliant philosophers and thinkers.

And my mind churned out a whole universe of scriptures, ideas, definitions, examples and testimonies of the word, “freedom”. I know that one day, I will have to share it and my fears will be no more because fear is the antonym of freedom and, to be an agent of change, one has to first change. Freedom is best taught in the classroom of the free. This blog post is a brief account. Much more had been thought through in the past months and I still stand corrected as I’m also prone to err.

Those who have been freed by Christ are free indeed. Many proclaim and declare that. In fact, sing that but do not practice that. Take sin for example. So many people I have met are so fearful of sin that when a friend sins, they jump into judgment mode. Sin has the power to corrupt but we have the power to overcome! That is part of freedom. We do not judge sinners. God does. What we can judge and bring justice upon, is sin itself. Not the sinner; The principalities, dominions, rulers, and powers of darkness, but not, the sinner itself.

We have taught, by way of our judgmental actions and reactions, that sinners have no power to take responsibility for their sins and we, as the “past” sinners, have to punish them. This, isn’t practiced by members of churches that much, but rather, leaders. Check out what happens when a member of a church smokes. Who gives the stigma? The church. Suddenly, whatever ministry he’s in is suspended and he has no longer any avenue to utilize his spiritual giftings in areas of the church. We fear the power of sin to corrupt in the body of Christ more than the redemptive power of God to change a person both inwardly and outwardly. When the suspension is given, freedom is robbed and whatever was once a gifting, can now, be a vicious cycle because he can no longer utilize what he is passionate about.

What I am saying is not that we do not address the sinful act in that person’s life but more so, the ways and methods we do so. Freedom comes with consequences. We work those consequences into that person’s life and allow the conviction & empowerment of the Holy Spirit to mold and change the innermost beings while encouraging that person in pursuit of the path of holiness. This is so, because we are all made righteous only because of Jesus and are in no way, any better than anyone else. A redeemed sinner does not judge a sinner but aids him in the way of redemption and restoration. The only time we do suspend is when the one who commits the act doesn’t see it wrong and isn’t willing to repent. He/she still feels that it is rightfully so and that, brings into effect the suspension from ministry and even, the church itself as stated in the book of James and in portions of the epistles. There is a difference between a sheep that is lost or gone astray and a wolf in sheep’s clothing. God seeks, retrieves and restores the lost & stray, but, brings judgment & justice upon the wolves hoping to benefit in wickedness within the flock.

In the bible, the word, “justice” and “righteousness”, both in Hebrew and Greek, are the exact same words. The only difference, is its dimension. Righteousness is obtained by Jesus’ death on the cross and we, receive it by grace, through faith in believing in Him. It’s a personal dimension. Justice, however, is the social dimension that we, the righteous, ought to uphold. That is, to bring God’s righteousness into the life of others. if we, being righteous, seek not to make others righteous, then, we are only but self-righteous and pride sets in to tear us down. By grace we are made righteous in order that grace may be extended to make all righteous. That is, justice. Justice isn’t going against people or institutions, concepts or ideas, but rather, to introduce God’s grace in making people righteous in areas like politics, governance, leadership, education, family and all other facets, aspects of life.

Therefore, in minor conclusion, the way to introduce freedom in its initial stages is to introduce the definition of righteousness. We are not made righteous by anything we have done. Not by merit, not by works. It is and only is by the death if Jesus on the cross and the faith with which we use to accept, believe and receive it. Which means, we are already forgiven, past, present and future. There is therefore no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. It doesn’t mean that we continue sinning(rom 6), but rather, in this journey of repentance from sins, we are never condemned and if so, never to fear anything and if we do not fear anything, we do not shun from trying even the impossible. It is unnatural for christians to not attempt the impossible.

The same power that conquered the grave lives in me. That power enables me to achieve the unattainable, attempt the unattempted, pursue the impossible and to live lives bigger than life itself. Now, this is freedom. Fearless, empowered and untainted. Righteous to make others righteous. Blessed to bless the community and the nations.

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